I do take your post as a compliment. Thanks for that.
To continue, my hashtags reflect not only my current thoughts. They are agreed by others as well which can be read and heard in-game.
By you saying that you don't hate me, but insulting me 5 times as it can be read in your post above, does not sound trustworthy.
I never consider myself as "special". If you wanna be taken seriously, stop trying to push me off the edge.
You are and can be a highly respected and hardworking admin. Do not let people think differently. It would be pitiable to lose another admin within a short time.